Wanted to start blogging after procrastinating for some time....way back when I was in my uni. Been reading some interesting blogs and some just really "moved" me......i just thought "hey, why don't I create one rather than always keep plotting my own stories in my brain!!".
Sometimes I really feel fukking stupid for I will go all my way out just to walk around the cruising areas in Singapore for Ajs for hours without a destination....but an aim I guess. That's just an AJ's life after all rite? Every weekends I will spend my time either going to those hunting grounds trying to catch someone to get a hitch or calling my friends out to meet. And most of the time, I would end up in the sauna with my friends...hunting down our own "foods"!
I used to be the one cursing down the "filthy" people who frequently go to the sauna or bathhouses. However here I am again and again..... Anyway that was 5 years back before I broke up with my first ex. Been out of the "scene" for some time during my 4 years of study in uni back in Malaysia. After opting to work in Singapore, it really opened every door for me to get wild and sometimes, I do wonder do i really who I am now? Sadly to admit that, I keep running away from that question and let the time passes by while enjoying each and every day of mine.
Maybe the problem is perhaps with me like to be alone......that's why easily get bored but if I were to get some friends to hook up with, I may feel weird at times.......
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